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I think it's gone
I think it's left me
I think that feeling i had towards you has gone away but i dont know if its ever going to come back this time.
I dont know, i dont have the feeling of incomplete anymore. I dont have the feeling that half of me is missing. i dont have the wonder the drive any longer. i dont starve your attention that much either. I dont crave your "love" like i use to thirst it. I dont stress like i use to all night. I dont get it. I think it left me. This confusion; gone, this happy/unhappiness; gone
This feeling thats unexplainable; gone, what i thought was "love" or some form of it, was actually a infatuation that got carried on for a long while, it grew and it blossomed, it bloomed and wowed everyone else but you. its funny, i sit here and laugh, thinking what *could have* happened if you would have took me and now its gone. can you fathom? now thats left is a friendship and that it is.
i think it's here
i think it came
i think that emptiness feeling that i feared* came, i feel more than incomplete, i feel lost. i dont know but im missing. i dont feel this lust for anyone that i know, i dont feel the peek of something beautiful. i cant feel what it is but i can sense something, i dream a dream i fantasize the romance, the purity. i cry its longing and beg for it to come! i want myself back, but with you. this stranger has me and i think i have him. but we both are 2 lost souls in search of it, ? we long to be together to better ourseleves. we long to be together to increase our wealth in life. the priceless wonders a millionaire only dreamed. the countless things that we call memories. this day dream this thought i have is it a vision of what is to come or what has past but all i know is that i want myself back.
